The First and the Last Time


--you pray?
1st: I think when i was 3 or 4, as soon as I have learned speaking, my father taught me right away a simple prayer.
Last: before eating my lunch a while ago.

--you sing?
1st: 3 or 4, some nursery rhymes that my sister taught me
Last: while looking at the CDs in Odyssey before going home a while a go

--you cry?
1st: when i was born
Last: just last night before going to sleep

--you cry the hardest?
1st: when i was born
last: i think 5 months ago, after bringing my mom in the hospital

--you say sorry?
1st: i can't remember probably it have been for my sister
Last: to jhubail, when i told her, 'bahala ka na nga sa buhay mo!' she got terribly mad at me and didn't text me for almost three weeks, i just got the chance to apologize at the start of our summer class

--you say thank you meaningfully?
1st: to my parents but just in a letter because i couldn't say it personally
Last: to a friend... hmmm...

--you became so much depressed?
1st: 1st year highschool about a highly confidential problem
Last: on my debut when someone that i expected so much to come but disappointed me, not only on that day but until forever.

--you became so much happy?
1st: family reunion in pampanga
Last: viewing the sunset alone in the baywalk

--you became/come in-love?
1st: 3rd year highschool
Last: i hope it will not be the last

--you stroll alone?
1st: 2nd year highschool in festival
Last: just last week in SM Sta. Rosa

--you hang-out with friends?
1st: grade four at Gerlie's hauz
last: me and joan last-last week

--you became mad?
1st: grade four
Last: to my sister just the other day

--you dance?
1st: field demo, kindergarten days
Last: at the PTS convergence, Brain Gym

--you laugh the hardest?
1st: on my father's jokes
Last: just last night while talking to my bestfriend over the phone

--you wanna die?
1st: March 2004
Last: March 2004

--you got a dear friend?
1st: kindergarten days... Joan Sigua
Last: college days... they're so many to mention

--you got a dear enemy?
1st: highschool
Last: now that i'm already in college, i have learned to love my critics

--you got terribly sick?
1st: based from my mom's stories, when i was just a baby, due to amoebiasis
last: last year, liver malfunction, but i'm always sick, just like now, due to very dry eyes, my eyes often teared...

--you feel very healthy?
1st: CAT training days
Last: last week before the start of the class when i can always rest my eyes

jipz, di ko na kayang sagutan lahat, ang sakit na ng mata ko eh... hehehe